starving for perfection

i didn’t eat today until 7pm. which was great, and then my friend unexpectedly decided we should go have dinner and i ate a big caesar salad with croutons and bread, bites of my friends sesame chicken, and then later had parts of a soft pretzel. came home, ate 3 chicken wings, blueberries and strawberries, 2 cookies, and a bowl of rice crispies with chocolate milk. WHO THE FUCK DO I THINK I AM? 

skinny-jean asked: Hey can I have the password to your progress blog? Also how do you get around the whole eating dinner situation with your parents, I'm struggling to find a way and I want to start the ABC tomorrow? x

well what i do is try to fill up on a lot of salad at the beginning of the meal because my mom always makes salad with dinner. i’ve also managed to convince them i’m a vegetarian. but it’s hard because thats when i’m hungriest because i dont really eat until dinner. i tend to just intake all my allowed calories in then. i find it hardest though to not eat infront of friends, i blew it today because of that! hadn’t eaten till 6! ugh! but best of luck, and ill leave the pw in your messages xx